Seriously there's no point in belaboring the fact. I can't have a normal life, I can't just chill and watch TV or read a book, or sleep in a normal bed. That would be too much to ask, it's not in the cards, I have to be constantly struggling or if not the universe will find a way to make me struggle. As if I wouldn't appreciate it otherwise. Which is bullshit I think I get it, I think I appreciate the shit I have, why can't I just sit still for once! Fuck it! I think it's time for me to pull a "Kane-off-Kung-Fu"! Not that anybody gives a shit! Job situations fucked, home life's fucked, no connection left. All my friends are a million miles away and over ten years removed, no one even remembers me. If I didn't love myself so much I'd jump off the goddamn Golden Gate, but my ego would never let me. So I trudge on. Perhaps one day I will get a fucking break.I know I'm just whining but nobody reads this blog anyway so why not vent here? I gotta figure out what the fuck I'm gonna do and where I'm gonna go! Maybe down to LA for a few months, maybe Seattle. I don't want to drag my ass back East a loser having blown my chance out here. I got tickets to Archers of Loaf in September so I can't go too far, I gotta see that show. Question is should I buy those Mountain Goats Tix for June? Fuck!
In the meantime a few good albums came out in the last few weeks;
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